Gone

This is one of those moments I push someone away entirely.

I can’t trust anyone it seems. Well, in fact I can trust people, and I shouldn’t let one young girls deceit hurt me so. I shouldn’t even let Joseph’s deceit bother me. Maybe it is best to recollect and calm my mind before I become an irrational thinker. Everything has a way of working out, and the fact of the matter is that those friendships weren’t meant to be because of the way nature had worked.

You may have used me. You may have lied to me. You may have used me on purpose. I also was quite the idiot in many ways the one, and as much as I regret it all I accept what has been handed to me.

I will never make this mistake again.