Terrible Mother

Sometimes I really hate you…

Sometimes I wonder if you get me at all…

I don’t think you really listen. You have a brain, you can be smart, but you will never understand. You hear what you want to hear and see what you want to see. I just can’t stand being around you at the best of times. You are just a rude person…

You may buy me things, but now it is only cause you think I expect it. I do not expect it half of the time unless you promise me. It is funny how those work out though. A promise always broken by a mother always lying. I don’t know why I talk to you or why I trust you. I think it is really about time I secluded myself entirely from you.

I can’t trust, talk or be around you anymore. I won’t tell you where I am going. I won’t tell you what I am doing. I will just do it. It’s cause I am tired of you making me feel like a worthless shit, and always terrible. I won’t even care if you’re sorry. Those are always lies too.

You get mad just cause I won’t clean as actively as you. I do clean on my own time- don’t bother spewing your lessons of life and how it won’t be that way with a job. I don’t care about that. I have my own way- the simple way.